As Happy As A Hippo

Memories consume like opening the wound



I'm picking me apart again



You all assume I'm safe here in my room



Unless I try to start again







*I don't want to be the one the battles always choose



Cause inside I realize that I'm the one confused



I don't know what's worth fighting for



Or why I have to scream



I don't know why I instigate and say what I don't mean



I don't know how I got this way



I know it's not alright



So I'm breaking the habits tonight





Clutching my cure I tightly lock the door



I try to catch my breath again



I hurt much more than anytime before



I had no options left again *





I'll paint it on the walls cause I'm the one at fault



I'll never fight again



And this is how it ends





I don't know what's worth fighting for



Or why I have to scream



But now I have some clarity to show you what I mean



I don't know how I got this way



I'll never be alright



So I'm



Breaking the habits



Breaking the habits



Tonight










捨扣說...這首歌是其中一個團員寫給另一個團員的，



那個團員在他小時候曾經受到長期性侵害---真可怕



這首歌的動畫也很特別---好像也是跟日本合作的樣子?



anyway, LP的歌真的很有震撼力耶---此LP非彼LP啊(笑)